Still . . .

• (I was tagged by Kirsten/Chrissie/2.0) . . . .
  
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• Still amazed: that I landed the job I have
• Still getting used to: Nate being 11 years old (my nephew, our beloved "practice baby")
  
• Still loving: how I look in a dress since I lost all of this weight
• Still proud of: losing 70 pounds
• Still not proud of: how I couldn't be/wasn't there for my husband from May-December of last year
• Still hoping: to have a baby magically dropped in our laps, sans pregnancy
• Still worried: that I will have another miscarriage
• Still never going to: have anal sex, get a tattoo, vote for Hillary Clinton
• Still pretending: that money brings happiness (I am will to fake it for the time being, though!)
• Still reading: blogs I shouldn't (but doing it far less frequently)
• Still wanting to read: The Bible in its entirety, a Teddy Roosevelt biography, and an advance copy of whatever Vince Flynn writes before it hits the shelves!
• Still interested in: happily ever after, and waaaaay too many t.v. shows
• Still not interested in: home improvement projects or yard work
• Still looking forward to: Thanksgiving, every year, so long as I can be with my cousins
• Still not looking forward to: any holiday, ever again, with my bitch cow of a S-I-L
• Still failing: As a Christian
• Still grateful for: the soft landing my husband provides, no matter what; and parents who love me fiercely
• Still praying: for our military, our President, and that all children find homes ASAP
• Still not believing in: Patience. Phuck that.
• Still believing in: Proactivity